postpartum depression

My Postpartum Depression Experience          "On 25 Mar 2018  i had my first baby girl.  I had no idea of what i was getting myself into. I had to have an emergency C-Section. During my pregnancy, my  in-laws took good care of me. I used to read books and do lot of research, so that i would be prepared for my  pre and post delivery. Since our society is not much educated on this topic. I had never heard about postpartum depression, (PPD) also known as postnatal depression. My whole nine years i was expecting a baby boy, not that i m a gender biased. but don't know i wanted my first child to be a boy. As soon as doctor operated me and  said  it is a girl i was shocked for a second  but later i was so overwhelmed to see her. I kissed her on her cheeks. Later they shifted us to the ward. Everyone were happy. I struggled to breastfeed her initially, as i was dealing with all the physical pain. I was a mess. I felt incapable of carr...